When are we going to change

Ok Ok Roll it.

The love is essencial for life and all I want is to make it real in this world and then the things I love will grow.

But.

[chorus]

[When are we going to change the bad to good and then we will know what to do. From the seeds we will rise to the good not the bad. And in the end we will superate the fear and clean the world of thedarkness, that follow us in to this world of blindness.]

The love is essencial for life but there is something in the way. That dont let me see the love in his final state.

(another person)(Thats right, we will rise from the ashes of love. In this world we will destroy hate, we will restore good with the knowledge of the change.)

[repeat chorus]

(another person)(So you know we will grow, so thats it.)

The H

Survive

Mistakes are made, I can not change. If only I could walk outside. To see your heart on Christmas light, and feel your love from the aspire of life.

How.How. How can I see. All your pieces of dreams. Living just in a dream. Of just princess and needs.

Surviving lakes and crocodiles. Jumping on rocks and vines to survive. Destroying my heart for you to fly. And making darkness part of my life.

How How How can I kill your suffering heart. With just a knife and pieces of stars. Just to see how blood floats in the sky. And see you suffer of hemorrhage.

Try to survive in my mind. That always starts nice and then its just a lie. Destroy hearts is what I do. And thanks to you "I have sing this tune"

L the start of Life

L the start of life.

Life the trial for death.

Death what every one wants.

I want to be loved.

Love what people say it's the greatest emotion.

Emotion what makes us weak.

Weak what humans are.

Human the being I am.

I the one who writes.

Write to express your feelings.

Feelings what we have inside.

Inside what bond us in families.

Families what society wants.

Society what makes this world so wrong.

World is where I live.

Live part of life.

Part a piece of something.

Something = everything.

Everything = nothing.

Nothing what I have in my heart.

Heart organ that pumps blood.

Blood liquid of a red color.

Red my favorite color.

Color = choice.

Choices makes life easy or worst.

Easy is not possible.

Possible = dream.

Dream what we all want.

Want a foolish desire.

Desire what makes us kill.

Kill what she did to me.

She refers to female.

Female what men needs.

Man what I am.

What? a question.

Questions what people ask.

Ask to know.

Knowledge what guide us to technology.

Technology what moves us.

Move = walking.

Walking how we get to places.

Places where we go.

Go a verb.

Verb = action.

Actions = what we do.

We = to a lot of people including me.

People what fills the world.

Fill = insert something in a place until its full.

Full = when you satisfies.

Satisfaction feels like when you eat too much.

Eat is what we do with food.

Food what earth give us and we make it eatable.

Earth = a planet.

Planet = a large mass in a galaxy.

Galaxy its formed by a star and planets or asteroids that surround it.

Asteroids are pieces of junk in space.

Space something with nothing.

With something united at.

United what we all shall be.

Unit a cubic measurement.

Cubic = square.

Square have 4 sides of the same length.

4 a number.

Numbers are for counting.

Counting is for knowing times.

Times are for multiply.

Multiply when people continue to born.

Born the first face of life.

Face where our eyes, mouth and nose are.

Eyes with what we see.

Seen = looking.

Looking = searching.

Searching = finding.

Finding me is your priority.

Priority what goes first.

First goes the A.

A the first letter for abstract.

Abstract what life can be.

Can, able to do something.

Able to make something happen.

Happened my heart got broke.

Broken how I truly am.

True what no one says.

Say what I can tell.

Tell a way to speak.

Speak a way of expressing.

Expressing, a way to let you tell others how you truly feel.

Others are the ones that corrupt us all.

Corrupt what my government is.

Government what "controls" our country.

Country small piece of this world.

Small how my body is.

Body what keeps my soul locked.

Soul a spirit .

Spirit its called ghosts.

Ghost that doesn't exists within us.

Us another word for we but more specific to me.

Specific what actually is wanted.

Actual = current (time)

Current time is boring.

Boring what I live everyday.

Everyday is a living hell.

Hell where I'm going, along with everyone else.

Where? A question that asks for a certain place.

Certain something that is what it is.

Is my life going to finish tomorrow?

Tomorrow the next day.

Next what comes later from now.

Late as I like the young night.

Night when we the vampires of suffering come out.

Suffering what I'm going to feel the day when one of my family or friends die.

…finished for now…

The H

Fear in my dreams

This dream of fear
That hunt me at night
I shed to tear
But I don't loose my might.

The stars above that shine bright
Guide me around in the night
And the moon embrace me in light
For me to never loose my sight.

This dream of fear
I'll not let win
I have no tear
For me to spill.

The H

Friends until the end

My dearest friend I write you this,
I hope you don't sadden yourself,
I feel this pain inside of me,
That I don't know myself again,
I feel so dumb just writing this,
But I do this to feel better again,
I guess this is the only way.

Just for you to know:

You were my first, you were my last,
I guess you are the chosen one,
Just kiss me again,
Just like a friend,
And I'll be happy until the end.

But I just know I'm not for you,
Because we are just friends and nothing more.

oh, how i wish all this is gone,
Oh, how I wish this pain is lost.

To finish this,
I apologize,
Because you are nice,
And I'm just out of my mind.

I tell you this just once again:

You were my first, you were my last,
I guess you are the chosen one.

The H

Sorry I'm Falling

Oh I’m sorry I’m falling,
All is dark in this place,
I feel just like howling,
Or just whine like an ace.

My wings are heavy,
Like crystal candles,
Burning steady,
My lonely sandals.

My heart is bleeding,
Because I’m leaving,
This empty body,
That I’m just clinging.

My eyes are red,
My face is black,
Just like the colors in my heart.

Oh please I beg,
Just come to me,
Because I’m empty,
If you are not here.

Just hearing your voice,
Makes me scream above,
Because I’m your toy,
And you are my dove.

Give me one wing,
For we to fly,
And we don’t wink,
In the darkest sky.

Just grab my hand,
And you will see,
This beauty band,
Under the sea.

Oh sorrow I call you up,
Because you are loyal to my soul.

I just need help,
I just need help,
So don’t close your ears,
For my call of help.

The H

Why misery exists

Why Misery exists

Misery open your wings,
And guard me
Because the two face beast,
That we call love,
Have never got me.

I hide in darkness,
For me to be alone,
And fully enjoy sorrowness.

Bleeding alone,
Crying alone,
Since no one,
Wakes me up.

Oh sadly me,
I’m worst than steam,
Because fire burns me,
And I just scream.

I’m lonely as asbestos,
The only thing I want is attention

The H

Mi querida princesa

Mis Visiones tan borrosas
en la lejania de un jardin,
lleno de rosas,
y tu mirada de seraphin.

Princesa de mi alma,
tan querida por mi corazon
que ni apuntandome con un arma,
cambiara esta ilusion.

tus ojos me mantienen vivo,
tu sonrisa me hace sonreir,
pero algun dia yo quisiera,
sentir tus labios tibios.

Un beso a ti te pido,
para despertar de este delirio,
no tiene que tener compromiso,
pero si un sentido.

Mi querida princesa,
tu mirada no me llena,
ni un abrazo me calienta.

Dame solo un chance
para llegar a tu alcance
y decirte cuanto te quiero.

The H

Disperse of my silence

Blasphemy! Blasphemy!
you lied! you lied!
you devil that want my body
wants me because I'm lonely.

You are my happiness,
you are not my seller,
you are the brightness,
that gets me better.

You heal me
you mend me
you curse me
and you burn me.

You are what gets me moving
you are my,
breathe of living.

Just touch my lips
just touch my lips
and let us see
how it begins.

Blasphemy! Blasphemy!
You lied! You lied!
I gave you all
and you left me alone.

The H

Rainbow=Black

Rainbow night
that gets me blind
there's no moon
to clear my sight.

My rainbow past
my rainbow future
hits me like a blast
of torture.

This rainbow comes
and surrounds me
and it consumes
all that is me.

All is dark like a rainbow
I lost my sight of life
with this arrow
of a black knife.

The H

False night

Loosing control
under no sun

Perfect environment
perfect as you are.

Good time I passed
by tasting purified waters

It doesn't matters
at least I know it was the water.

I feel just sick
I feel disgusted.

The images in my mind
are not clear as water

I cant distinguish
if what I did was real
or was a dream.

Oh my dreams,
fantasies that will never happen

Comets that fly,
with no meaning to come
I just was shocked
of what I did
I swear it wasn't me
I blame the atmosphere

Desire...is nothing to blame.
oh what a shame,
that it was a dream and nothing real

In a dream or in real
I love you.

You that read this should know who.
but who do cares of what i want
or what I live.

Many mistakes I say and do
but doesn't matter to whom.

Oh what a lie
oh what a shame
oh how horrible it is hell

I lie to me
to make me smile
on top of that
you are my heart.

Oh loneliness
that covers me in rainbows
oh what a shame it is not dark red from veins.

Let me touch your skin
let me see your eyes
let me simply get into your mind

Now I'm conscious
I know what i say
even if all
is randomness.

The H

My sin=your name

Pale and anemic
I feel right now
I really want
to feel your mouth

My only desire is
to have you near
but the distance
breaks my ears

I know you love me
but I do more
and that just means
I just want some more

You are awesome
and divine
my best times
are with you

I know you don't seek me
I do know you don't like me
but it is my desire to be with you
because you are the only one that cares and understands me.

One must seek for the perfect being
you are my perfect being
a goddess in flesh,
if it could be said

No demon can stop this sin
to love one that doesn't love you back
as much as you do.

I know it brings me pain
I know I can get hurt
but my happiest days
are when I see your face

I'll stop writing for now,
but another time I'll do more
if i continue now
the floor can go.

I'll sleep tight untill you come
if you never do
I'll stay there
alone.

The H

Sangre en mis venas

maldiciones que arropan mis sentidos
oh malditos desconocidos.
el mar puede ser turquesa
tan amargo como una cerveza
y si veo un cuchillo bajo la mesa
cortaria todas mis penas
segun van mis venas.

timbre en mi oido
que bello sonido
es el de un tiro
en casa de vecino.

hay que tristeza
llena de sorpresa
y que mucho anelas
mi presencia.

hay mi querida
necesito tu alegria
hay mi corazon
solo quiero tu amor
mi soledad se desvanece
cuando estas alegre
oh tu sabes quien eres
pero algo te digo si alguien te quiere
ese alguien soy yo.

The H

Amor

amor
tan querido por nosotros
puede ser un sueño
puede ser realidad
hay mi felicidad
que yo ya casi encuentro
no esta tan lejos
es solo que yo me quejo
hay de verdad quisiera
verte todo el tiempo
y yo no te asecho
para que te sientas
satisfecha.
como me tientas
a quererte mas que a mi propia vida
y sin ti mi vida
el cielo se cae con las estrellas
pero como tu vuelas
ayudame a levantarme de estas tinieblas.
que siego soy
tu siempre en frente de mi
y yo buscando lejos de ti.
te acepto un no
porque no siempre es
como uno piensa que debe ser.
por lo menos se que estas bien
mi querida ave de miel.
usa tu aureola brillante
para yo ver tu luz
y estar a gusto.
hay como te busco
mi otra pieza de corazon
y sabes quien eres
mi gran devocion.
muchos besos e recibido
pero ninguno como el tuyo
pionera de mis labios
pionera de mis sentidos
hay como suspiro
con tan solo escuchar tu voz
y no es la de Dios
si no es la de mi amor.

Zixen Eli'Silar

A Confesion

creo que dejare de buscarte
y dejare que la casualidad nos encuentre
quiero que sepas que te quiero
pero por ahora de ti tengo miedo
y no es que no te quiero
es que por ti estoy sufriendo
no te encuentro en mis brazos
pero ahora ya estoy alejado
no se como vivire sin verte ni escucharte
aunque siempre eres bienvenida a invitarme
como ya dije no puedo mas buscarte
hasta que mi mente se aclare
no es que voy a adorarte
pero en mis oraciones siempre te tendre
cuando invoques mi presencia
siempre ahi estare
mi querida angel
mi querida luz
no dejes que tu aureola
apague su luz.

Zixen Eli'Silar

Obscuridad Amorosa

Ya que la obscuridad ,
no tiene sacrificios,
ni malditos.
Aunque los santos no van al cielo.
Los muertos salen de la tierra
y bailan al son de la bestia.

Suspiros sin aire,
perdidos en el olvido,
se ramifican en algoritmos
y terminan en torbellinos llenos de soledad y despidos.

Si es que tu me quieres,
dame una señal.
Si es que no me olvidas,
dame un día más,
te voy a demostrar lo bueno que es la vida,
lo que no se olvida
y lo que no te lastima...el amor.

Amor: dolor tan intenso que te hará olvidar hasta el nacimiento del tiempo.
Cristalería envenenada y reloj de caos,
punzante aguja que destruye lo que toca con negra saliva diabolica.

Soga de mentir,
parcho de ojos marchitos,
belleza de tinieblas
y sudor de tornillo,
un sabor amargo a raíz de tormento que acompaña a un solo pigmento.

Zixen Eli'Silar